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i found out 2 nights ago that my mum was raped, and i was the result of that.
i feel weird about it, almost numb but sicken.
its made me question who i am, i feel like i'm half a monster.
my mum admitted to me that she tried to miscarry me, i feel like she didnt try hard enough.
How do you cope at the age of 26 finding out something like this?
what has she gone through keeping that secret for 27 years?
i feel ashamed of myself for being half of him although its not my fault
i feel weird about it, almost numb but sicken.
its made me question who i am, i feel like i'm half a monster.
my mum admitted to me that she tried to miscarry me, i feel like she didnt try hard enough.
How do you cope at the age of 26 finding out something like this?
what has she gone through keeping that secret for 27 years?
i feel ashamed of myself for being half of him although its not my fault