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really quite nervous about writing here as the only 2 people that know my story are my boyfriend and my best mate.
I was raped 6 years ago when i was on holiday, i didnt tell a soul about this until 2 years ago when i met and fell in love with my boyf. Since then i have never felt worse its almost like admitting it has brought all the feelings that i buried so deep inside for 4 years have come out, i dont know how to cope, not dealing with it seems like such an easier option. i havnt slept properly in years due to horrific flash backs but now that someone knows about them i need to find a way to control them i have absolutely no idea where to start. I hate how i feel, i suffer from anorexia and the two combined are dragging me down, my life has slipped away from me so much in the last few years, my diagnosis, 3 miscarriages and i blame myself for everything. Please help me if you can.
Im sorry to have droned on but i hope i can now find someone to talk to that understands me, thankyou so much for reading this. x
I was raped 6 years ago when i was on holiday, i didnt tell a soul about this until 2 years ago when i met and fell in love with my boyf. Since then i have never felt worse its almost like admitting it has brought all the feelings that i buried so deep inside for 4 years have come out, i dont know how to cope, not dealing with it seems like such an easier option. i havnt slept properly in years due to horrific flash backs but now that someone knows about them i need to find a way to control them i have absolutely no idea where to start. I hate how i feel, i suffer from anorexia and the two combined are dragging me down, my life has slipped away from me so much in the last few years, my diagnosis, 3 miscarriages and i blame myself for everything. Please help me if you can.
Im sorry to have droned on but i hope i can now find someone to talk to that understands me, thankyou so much for reading this. x
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