I'm worried I'm not normal anymore. I was raped many years ago and it affected me a lot. I developed depression and eating disorders, i self harmed and thought about suicide. Eventually I've gotten to the stage where i feel numb about what happened to me. Except that I'm obsessed with rape. If there's a film with it in, i have to watch it, even though i know it will upset me. If there's a news story, I'll read it. I think about it a lot, and even find myself imagining it, though not usually about what actually happened to me.
What's the matter with me??
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What's the matter with me??
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