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Thanks for all these replies - I must admit I am seeing a different story to the one you and others are painting though!
My confidence is supreme at the moment (Bad mistake as I tend to get cocky and that gets me into trouble!) so I must come down just a slight bit to just confident. The reason for that is that I have done nothing wrong - I don't see this as a serious arrestable offence or heinious crime I on bail for - I just see it as a scrape.
Just to digress a little - this time last year I got into serious trouble at work - for abusing the email system and internet - I had a really really bad splitting up from my g/f and I wrote a poem or 150 about her from work and placed them on my website! - She read them and complained to my work,
I then wrote another poem the day I got suspended and within 2 hours of writing it and publishing it the police kicked my door down expecting to see me dead! - This led to councilling/shrinks anti depressants etc etc etc - all along while suspended - I had to attend 3 discpinary meetings and in the end after 3 months being off work - they gave me a warning then let me come back on reduced hours (all fully paid) and then after a month it was all back to normal. There was a real risk that at anytime I could have lost my job - I had only been there like 6 months and only one month as a permy! All of a sudden I had to learn a whole new game if you like and did'nt I just.
Don't get me wrong I needed the help they gave me and I extremly grateful for it. I draw parallells with that experience - being on bail - being suspended. It could all horribly wrong i.e lost my job - being charged. But all along deep down i knew I would be all right and was constantly told by my friends that I would be all right and not to worry! - did not mean I did not worry that was an extremlely close call! - This scrape in a way is all very similar if you can get what I am trying to say - All this is just a game and as along as I can pick up the rules of it - learn it and then play it there is no reason why it will all go pear shaped.
The way I see it is that the "thing" who did this to me has done me a huge favour - I think I have said this on previous threads. Not IF but WHEN the tide of war turns against her - I will be the victim of crime which means I get sympathy - I am extremely good at getting that again going on last years experience! I know not to overly trust the police but I have had some emails from some fairly high up people there telling me that they understand what is going on but just let them get on with it! - I have had an inspector come out to me twice in relation to this. I think if they thought I was guilty in the slightest then they would not come near me with a barge pole. The inspector has told me the thing would be arrested and alls well that ends well. My trouble is I am impatient - I don't like waiting and I am telling them that. There is a real chance I could p1ss them off - but as I keep on saying unless they are going to "plant" evidence which I don't think they would do - there is f*ck all they can do to me! - I am totally clean and up to this arrest I have never been arrested before and overall in my life been a total good boy.
One of the officers said back "All I do is question police procedure" - Yes dam right I do - Again i am entitled to do that! - The police are a public body and accountable. I will continue to do that! - I don't care if they get there cages rattled I really don't. As I have consistently said all I want is JUSTICE!
Thanks for all these replies - I must admit I am seeing a different story to the one you and others are painting though!
My confidence is supreme at the moment (Bad mistake as I tend to get cocky and that gets me into trouble!) so I must come down just a slight bit to just confident. The reason for that is that I have done nothing wrong - I don't see this as a serious arrestable offence or heinious crime I on bail for - I just see it as a scrape.
Just to digress a little - this time last year I got into serious trouble at work - for abusing the email system and internet - I had a really really bad splitting up from my g/f and I wrote a poem or 150 about her from work and placed them on my website! - She read them and complained to my work,
I then wrote another poem the day I got suspended and within 2 hours of writing it and publishing it the police kicked my door down expecting to see me dead! - This led to councilling/shrinks anti depressants etc etc etc - all along while suspended - I had to attend 3 discpinary meetings and in the end after 3 months being off work - they gave me a warning then let me come back on reduced hours (all fully paid) and then after a month it was all back to normal. There was a real risk that at anytime I could have lost my job - I had only been there like 6 months and only one month as a permy! All of a sudden I had to learn a whole new game if you like and did'nt I just.
Don't get me wrong I needed the help they gave me and I extremly grateful for it. I draw parallells with that experience - being on bail - being suspended. It could all horribly wrong i.e lost my job - being charged. But all along deep down i knew I would be all right and was constantly told by my friends that I would be all right and not to worry! - did not mean I did not worry that was an extremlely close call! - This scrape in a way is all very similar if you can get what I am trying to say - All this is just a game and as along as I can pick up the rules of it - learn it and then play it there is no reason why it will all go pear shaped.
The way I see it is that the "thing" who did this to me has done me a huge favour - I think I have said this on previous threads. Not IF but WHEN the tide of war turns against her - I will be the victim of crime which means I get sympathy - I am extremely good at getting that again going on last years experience! I know not to overly trust the police but I have had some emails from some fairly high up people there telling me that they understand what is going on but just let them get on with it! - I have had an inspector come out to me twice in relation to this. I think if they thought I was guilty in the slightest then they would not come near me with a barge pole. The inspector has told me the thing would be arrested and alls well that ends well. My trouble is I am impatient - I don't like waiting and I am telling them that. There is a real chance I could p1ss them off - but as I keep on saying unless they are going to "plant" evidence which I don't think they would do - there is f*ck all they can do to me! - I am totally clean and up to this arrest I have never been arrested before and overall in my life been a total good boy.
One of the officers said back "All I do is question police procedure" - Yes dam right I do - Again i am entitled to do that! - The police are a public body and accountable. I will continue to do that! - I don't care if they get there cages rattled I really don't. As I have consistently said all I want is JUSTICE!
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