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19 years old and there no point carrying on in this life
Hi everyone, ive been silently going through the forum for the last few days and i feel its the perfect kind of environment I need to be around right now to keep me somewhat sane.
I have been wrongly accused of rape and i was arrested and bailed last friday. (This going to be long)
The incident occurred 2 Saturdays ago and the victim reported it on Thursday saying that i raped her.
The incident is very complicated but since being released on bail i have been making detailed notes on everything i can remember doing that night. ill link the google docs if you guys dont mind reading it aand giving your thoughts on the situation and if im done for already and thees no hope. (Should i really be sharing this info, no names are mentioned...... https://docs.google.com/document/d/1...it?usp=sharing
Long story short. The girl and i were watching a film in her room (were dorm roomates and just friend) we were drinking wine to begin with, during the movie conversation escalated and became somewhat sexual.
She out of nowhere went and got changed from her jeans and a top to a silk nighgown set after telling me how her boyfriend (he had cheated o her and theyd just broken up so she said) diddnt even appriciate it when she put effort for him (I had not initiatted or promted her in anyway)
As the films going i finnish my mug of wine and she insist i go and get my suthern comfort (dark spirit) i initially refused but then went along with it and when i went back to my room i also took a condom just in case due to the way the conversation was going and the signs she was giving me.
In bringing the drink she was in a way forcing me to drink more and more as she always was the one to pour it into my cup without me knowing and then she poured herself some aswell witout me even pressuring or infering her to do so. After about 1/3 of the bottle was shared between us the film ended and we went to put a new show on and she chose it, during which she was sitting on my lap when using the computer.
We then stood up and were leaning against the wall she had her arms around my head and was staring at my lips and eyes smilling all the while and sexual tension was held for what seemed like forever.
We then fell on the bed and i started kissing her neck and she would try and kiss my lips but i consciously tried to avoid that for some reason. The whole thing progressively escalated to where i had by now felt her boobs and "digitally" started touching but throughout she was constantly moaning and touching myback and hair.
The problem is that throughout she would have moments of pauses where she would stop and hit me with the same repetitive questions "do you think we should do this" "wont we regret it cus were neighbours" "dont you have a gf" "im single and can do this but can you? i dont want to get inbetween anything dude" to me these were all questions just to ensure that ik what was going on and so she could reasure herself and every time she asked a question i would stop and answer.
During this part she asked me if i had a condom, we talked about when the last time we had sex, she asked if i had fingered her after touching myself and whether she might need the morning after pill, we talked about if she was on any contraceptive.
So as you can guess in my mind sex was definitely on the table. however at one point when she asked about the condom i took it out of my pocket opened it and showed her and she hitt me with the same loads of questions over again andsaid she was anxious. At this point ihad gotten tiered of replying and trying to reassure her and i gave up and layed down and passed out next to her.
I was then woken up by her asking me "what do you like about me" initially i was super confused just being woken up like that but i then replied like any body would when a girl with no pants on in a silk nigh gown set is lying next to you after all the other things you guys already did would. "beautiful, cute, personality" etc. She then puts her hand in my shorts and starts masturbating me extremely aggressively.
[irrelevant sexual detail deleted....but no penetrative intercourse took place between the OP and his accuser]
Now she went and told the officers that she had said no several times during the altercation and that i forced everything and rapped her. She didnt mention anything about her wanking me or me falling asleep during the incident and she didnt mention certian things in her statement that were generic to the situation.
I was just baffled by the whole allegation as im heath student in uni and i would never in my right mind thing of doing anything which would jeopardise my future like a sexual assault. Now i feel im going to get kicked out of uni and theres baisically no point in carrying on. I dont even know how im going to tell my parents or my girlfriend. One mistake has ended my whole life.
I have been wrongly accused of rape and i was arrested and bailed last friday. (This going to be long)
The incident occurred 2 Saturdays ago and the victim reported it on Thursday saying that i raped her.
The incident is very complicated but since being released on bail i have been making detailed notes on everything i can remember doing that night. ill link the google docs if you guys dont mind reading it aand giving your thoughts on the situation and if im done for already and thees no hope. (Should i really be sharing this info, no names are mentioned...... https://docs.google.com/document/d/1...it?usp=sharing
Long story short. The girl and i were watching a film in her room (were dorm roomates and just friend) we were drinking wine to begin with, during the movie conversation escalated and became somewhat sexual.
She out of nowhere went and got changed from her jeans and a top to a silk nighgown set after telling me how her boyfriend (he had cheated o her and theyd just broken up so she said) diddnt even appriciate it when she put effort for him (I had not initiatted or promted her in anyway)
As the films going i finnish my mug of wine and she insist i go and get my suthern comfort (dark spirit) i initially refused but then went along with it and when i went back to my room i also took a condom just in case due to the way the conversation was going and the signs she was giving me.
In bringing the drink she was in a way forcing me to drink more and more as she always was the one to pour it into my cup without me knowing and then she poured herself some aswell witout me even pressuring or infering her to do so. After about 1/3 of the bottle was shared between us the film ended and we went to put a new show on and she chose it, during which she was sitting on my lap when using the computer.
We then stood up and were leaning against the wall she had her arms around my head and was staring at my lips and eyes smilling all the while and sexual tension was held for what seemed like forever.
We then fell on the bed and i started kissing her neck and she would try and kiss my lips but i consciously tried to avoid that for some reason. The whole thing progressively escalated to where i had by now felt her boobs and "digitally" started touching but throughout she was constantly moaning and touching myback and hair.
The problem is that throughout she would have moments of pauses where she would stop and hit me with the same repetitive questions "do you think we should do this" "wont we regret it cus were neighbours" "dont you have a gf" "im single and can do this but can you? i dont want to get inbetween anything dude" to me these were all questions just to ensure that ik what was going on and so she could reasure herself and every time she asked a question i would stop and answer.
During this part she asked me if i had a condom, we talked about when the last time we had sex, she asked if i had fingered her after touching myself and whether she might need the morning after pill, we talked about if she was on any contraceptive.
So as you can guess in my mind sex was definitely on the table. however at one point when she asked about the condom i took it out of my pocket opened it and showed her and she hitt me with the same loads of questions over again andsaid she was anxious. At this point ihad gotten tiered of replying and trying to reassure her and i gave up and layed down and passed out next to her.
I was then woken up by her asking me "what do you like about me" initially i was super confused just being woken up like that but i then replied like any body would when a girl with no pants on in a silk nigh gown set is lying next to you after all the other things you guys already did would. "beautiful, cute, personality" etc. She then puts her hand in my shorts and starts masturbating me extremely aggressively.
[irrelevant sexual detail deleted....but no penetrative intercourse took place between the OP and his accuser]
Now she went and told the officers that she had said no several times during the altercation and that i forced everything and rapped her. She didnt mention anything about her wanking me or me falling asleep during the incident and she didnt mention certian things in her statement that were generic to the situation.
I was just baffled by the whole allegation as im heath student in uni and i would never in my right mind thing of doing anything which would jeopardise my future like a sexual assault. Now i feel im going to get kicked out of uni and theres baisically no point in carrying on. I dont even know how im going to tell my parents or my girlfriend. One mistake has ended my whole life.
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