Hello all,
I called my OIC to see what was happening with the case (for the first time in months) and she said that she was no longer working on the case. She then called the new OIC to find out and said the the case had been NFA'd. I was so relieved but also kind of numb (the way I've felt for a very long time). I actually thought it was outrageous that it had been NFA'd and they hadn't even bothered to tell me! But VERY good news.
I'm just looking to move on from all this now, it's going to be hard as I've essentially been reduced to a zombie. I realise now it's going to take such a change in mindset to start building a future again that it is going to take some time but I'm sure I will slowly get there.
Please, I urge you all to not give up hope. I know this is living nightmare that can lead to suicidal thoughts but you CAN get through this!
Much love.
I called my OIC to see what was happening with the case (for the first time in months) and she said that she was no longer working on the case. She then called the new OIC to find out and said the the case had been NFA'd. I was so relieved but also kind of numb (the way I've felt for a very long time). I actually thought it was outrageous that it had been NFA'd and they hadn't even bothered to tell me! But VERY good news.
I'm just looking to move on from all this now, it's going to be hard as I've essentially been reduced to a zombie. I realise now it's going to take such a change in mindset to start building a future again that it is going to take some time but I'm sure I will slowly get there.
Please, I urge you all to not give up hope. I know this is living nightmare that can lead to suicidal thoughts but you CAN get through this!
Much love.
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