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I am a student in the university and half a year ago I've faced a problem related with a girl. She has accused me of rape and digital penetration without any reason. I was arrested by police and that was a real shock for me. It was like I moved from heaven to hell. Without understanding the essence of my accusation, I 've spend 18 hours in the jail where they hold criminals. I did not understand the reason of me being there. This 18 hours for me was a nightmare, every minute lasted forever. After 18 hours that were like 18 years for me they've released me and said that I am accused of digital penetration. This was even a bigger shock for me because I know that we didn't even have any sexual contacts. My life literally turned around and I realised that an unguilty person can be accused for no reason, just for trying to have a good time. I was deprived the chance to contact the girl. In this way the questions have plagued my mind. It was creating a terrible psychological trauma. At the moment the case is still in process, police without giving me any specific accusations is keeping me in a paranoid panic. After this event my attitude to the life and to girls has changed completely. I am always afraid to turn up in the same situation again. I am scared that this attitude will make it impossible to live my life like a normal person, I will not be able to communicate with girls and because of that the future seems so dark and lack of interest in life. I am now writing because I am looking for some help of how can I fight with this paranoia, as my doctors give me the pill which don't help me.
I am a student in the university and half a year ago I've faced a problem related with a girl. She has accused me of rape and digital penetration without any reason. I was arrested by police and that was a real shock for me. It was like I moved from heaven to hell. Without understanding the essence of my accusation, I 've spend 18 hours in the jail where they hold criminals. I did not understand the reason of me being there. This 18 hours for me was a nightmare, every minute lasted forever. After 18 hours that were like 18 years for me they've released me and said that I am accused of digital penetration. This was even a bigger shock for me because I know that we didn't even have any sexual contacts. My life literally turned around and I realised that an unguilty person can be accused for no reason, just for trying to have a good time. I was deprived the chance to contact the girl. In this way the questions have plagued my mind. It was creating a terrible psychological trauma. At the moment the case is still in process, police without giving me any specific accusations is keeping me in a paranoid panic. After this event my attitude to the life and to girls has changed completely. I am always afraid to turn up in the same situation again. I am scared that this attitude will make it impossible to live my life like a normal person, I will not be able to communicate with girls and because of that the future seems so dark and lack of interest in life. I am now writing because I am looking for some help of how can I fight with this paranoia, as my doctors give me the pill which don't help me.
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