hi all,
how is everyone?
so, next week I have my first crown court appearance and I'm obviously scared. a trial date will the be set for I guess later in the year.
we have been over the idpc and its a long list of lies and investigative failings. painful reading but the hope is we can continue to make representations to get this stopped before trial. there is not a shred of forensic evidence against me and in a case of this nature there would be if I'd done what I'm alleged to have done. my legal team are more staggered by the day that I've been charged.
so I remain mentally fluctuating between hope and fear and everywhere in between. today is a low day as I'm all by myself, but I'll go have a walk in a minute. I hate myself for being unfaithful yet hate the system and these liars more so. I guess I'll have time to make amends to my wife and myself when this goes and need to focus my anger on winning this first. I simply can't go to prison for something I didn't do but I have faith in 12 normal people seeing that over career grabbing police and a **** scared cps.
I started taking anti depressants recently but they made me feel like a zombie so I've dropped them in favour of quality food and exercise.
keep smiling everyone and stay strong. the truth will out.
how is everyone?
so, next week I have my first crown court appearance and I'm obviously scared. a trial date will the be set for I guess later in the year.
we have been over the idpc and its a long list of lies and investigative failings. painful reading but the hope is we can continue to make representations to get this stopped before trial. there is not a shred of forensic evidence against me and in a case of this nature there would be if I'd done what I'm alleged to have done. my legal team are more staggered by the day that I've been charged.
so I remain mentally fluctuating between hope and fear and everywhere in between. today is a low day as I'm all by myself, but I'll go have a walk in a minute. I hate myself for being unfaithful yet hate the system and these liars more so. I guess I'll have time to make amends to my wife and myself when this goes and need to focus my anger on winning this first. I simply can't go to prison for something I didn't do but I have faith in 12 normal people seeing that over career grabbing police and a **** scared cps.
I started taking anti depressants recently but they made me feel like a zombie so I've dropped them in favour of quality food and exercise.
keep smiling everyone and stay strong. the truth will out.
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