So alone and isolated with my thoughts

[completelyfabricated]

Hi,
I have been going through false allegations since October 2013. After a night in a cell and 2 subsequent interviews (being bailed both times), Police and CPS have dropped the case. So I should be relieved and happy, but I am not. I have only been through the whole sorry state of abuse I received at the hands of my wife with my parents and my brother (who after hearing what I had been through for the past 4 years completely support me). But I cannot tell my extended family, friends, potential partners, my son or anyone else for that matter what I have been through because as the saying goes, mud sticks! I am so alone and in tears writing this! I would appreciate anyone who has been through this and come out the other end with a positive light, to please help me understand why me?

[RFLH]

what you are feeling is entirely normal. If you haven't seen your GP recently, please go and talk to them about getting counselling. Talking is a good therapy.

You have been through a dreadful experience and you can't expect to be as you were before - I liken it to Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.