Well it's almost 48 hours since I got my NFA and to say it's been strange is an understatement.
I imagined I would celebrate wildly but it isn't like that. There is nothing to celebrate. I didn't win anything, I just got my little piece of justice. Someone still tried to ruin my life, my marriage and my business. Now a sense of anger is starting to manifest itself. Anger that someone would do such a thing as make a false accusation.
My hell was only 3 weeks long but it's changed my life forever. I'm going to erase negativity and focus on the good things ahead. It's all I can do. I know that anger is misplaced. My accuser may be mentally ill, I just don't know and I have no intention of finding out. My wife and friends supported me, people I've never met on this forum supported me and the nightmare is over.
I don't really know what I'm rambling on about here. I just needed to get the thoughts out and writing is my way of doing it. I'm not gonna tell others going through their own hell that it's gonna be OK or not to worry because I know those words are impossible to take in when you're in the middle of the nightmare.
I almost feel guilty for not suffering for as long as many of you guys. It's crazy but there is always hope. The only real scum are the false accusers.
They have to live with what they've done long after the real victims (us) have moved on.
Sergei x
I imagined I would celebrate wildly but it isn't like that. There is nothing to celebrate. I didn't win anything, I just got my little piece of justice. Someone still tried to ruin my life, my marriage and my business. Now a sense of anger is starting to manifest itself. Anger that someone would do such a thing as make a false accusation.
My hell was only 3 weeks long but it's changed my life forever. I'm going to erase negativity and focus on the good things ahead. It's all I can do. I know that anger is misplaced. My accuser may be mentally ill, I just don't know and I have no intention of finding out. My wife and friends supported me, people I've never met on this forum supported me and the nightmare is over.
I don't really know what I'm rambling on about here. I just needed to get the thoughts out and writing is my way of doing it. I'm not gonna tell others going through their own hell that it's gonna be OK or not to worry because I know those words are impossible to take in when you're in the middle of the nightmare.
I almost feel guilty for not suffering for as long as many of you guys. It's crazy but there is always hope. The only real scum are the false accusers.
They have to live with what they've done long after the real victims (us) have moved on.
Sergei x
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