Diary of my life, con ,of a waiting game.

[Terry]

Morning everyone , yet other sleepless night, rolled up in a ball in the corner of my cold room ,all alone
The tears don't stop coming , do they ever stop, not eating just living on coffe. I feel like a dieing fox pushed aside on the road. People I won't to end my life. I carnt cope any longer,

I say this to my beautiful wife , life has bin good with you ,you are the best,hopefully your pain will ease
A bit when you find out it's not me ,life will be hard so stay stronge , you can pull throw this , I don't think my time is long now .
If I make through today tomorrow can only be worse , I go downhill to my end each day.


Luv you all xxxxx

[Don'tbelieveit!]

Hi Terry

Stay strong, you will get through all this believe me! Use the little strength you have to be positive, to build up your case to fight. I know it's hard, damn hard. Been there and read the book and bought the t-shirt, and I still have bad days as everybody here knows, but, even if it's hard to believe, it will become easier to cope with.

Hang in there and turn the negative vibes into positive ones.

Take care, we are here for you!

[RFLH]

I'm sure that your wife would be thrilled to read that - leave her to clear the mess up and the finger pointing of 'no smoke without fire'. Try to focus your emotions into anger to carry you through, tears won't help. You have to fight, you have no choice. Don't sit their wallowing in your misery, force yourself to go out for a short walk - do something positive. If you won't help yourself, you can't really expect others to do it for you. Don't you think that the others in your life aren't suffering too? Be of help to them, they deserve it also.

[myhome]

Have replied to your other thread......

[How did this happen]

Hi Terry
Stay strong it does get easier but these first few weeks are hellish. I know you won't believe that , I didn't, but it's true.

I know the timescales can vary massively but the forensics came back quite quickly for my partner. We were told by the police that it was over after 6 weeks. 6 horrendous weeks granted but I just wanted to let you know that sometimes it doesn't take forever.

Don't do anything silly, ending things is such a permanent solution and it will give the message you are guilty. You need to stand up and fight. You obviously love your wife so you need to fight for that love and that relationship. You will have wobbles and you will fall down but the peoe here are so fantastic and giving that they will help you stand up and keep fighting

[Terry]

Frends

Hi Terry
Stay strong it does get easier but these first few weeks are hellish. I know you won't believe that , I didn't, but it's true.

I know the timescales can vary massively but the forensics came back quite quickly for my partner. We were told by the police that it was over after 6 weeks. 6 horrendous weeks granted but I just wanted to let you know that sometimes it doesn't take forever.

Don't do anything silly, ending things is such a permanent solution and it will give the message you are guilty. You need to stand up and fight. You obviously love your wife so you need to fight for that love and that relationship. You will have wobbles and you will fall down but the peoe here are so fantastic and giving that they will help you stand up and keep fighting

I'm finding the longer it's going on more frends are coming to see me, wether there spying on me or not it was great to see them, my best day so far ?
Lets toughen up together .

[Seeking Justice]

Hi Terry

Just remember that whatever happens, there is light at the end of the tunnel and you (and I) will still be here on the other side when this is all over.

SJ

[lonley place]

We are survivors of the hell called FA, and its a hell of a path to walk.
Things do get easier as time passes, its always there but you find a way to stop it taking over your life.
Remember one thing...your wife...do you really want to leave her with people pointing the finger
do you want her labelled when others say " he must have been guilty to take his life ". ?
My friend you can survive this, we are here and will support you all we can. LP