Have suicidal thoughts, must admit it. Ny heart is not breaking, it is destroyed. I can't put in words how I feel. The supposed FA has not done this, not said anything, but a 3rd party. But WHY?? How can somebody anybody be soooo cruel....can't cope
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Hi DBI
You can be strong, don't give in and don't give the 3rd party the satisfaction of winning by breaking you. These people who make these accusations are obviously very ill people and require some serious help medically, help most will never receive as the system backs up their story telling and supports their lies.
You know the truth! Stay strong keep fighting and things will work out
Big hugs xxxx
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Hi . Throwing in the towel isn't an option, if you're not here how are you going to show them up to be the liar that they are? If you don't do it, nobody else will. You have more inner strength that you have ever imagined. You will get through this, have a quick look behind you and see how far you've come already.And God promised men that good and obedient wives would be found in all corners of the world. Then made the world round .... and laughed and laughed and laughed ..
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Hi DBI - my heart goes out to you........
What the others said... Plus - I think we all have thoughts like this - I know I did and even phoned friends to make sure they'd take my dogs then wrote the note and went to bed. Fortunately the tiny part of my brain that was stil being rational told me to phone the Out of Hours Mental Health team who made lots of sense and I woke up safe and sound in the morning.
A colleague/friend said to me that if I had, everyone would say that I was guilty then. My sister was much more blunt and pointed out that after receiving a phone call from the police to say that I was dead, she'd have to go and identify my body - that really hit home - how everyone left behind would be affected. Suicide is a very final solution to a very horrible temporary situation.
As ch said - you have come a long way - and there is a long way still to go. It is very hard. It is very horrible and no-one can take that away. But why give the FA b£%ch the satisfaction of winning cos she would then be believed for ever and ever and you'd be dead for ever and ever - which isn't a very nice thought Have you been to your GP or considered counseling?
It is possile to come out the other side - lots of people on here have - search "bananas" to see how many successes there's been. We're all here to help each other and from personal experience - the support I've had (and am having) on here is getting me through my darkest days.
We will help and support you and you can PM me if you would like to - in the meantime - here's one of these to keep you going......
MH"Only love can light the mirror of your soul" - Chris de Burgh
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Originally posted by Don'tbelieveit! View PostHave suicidal thoughts, must admit it. Ny heart is not breaking, it is destroyed. I can't put in words how I feel. The supposed FA has not done this, not said anything, but a 3rd party. But WHY?? How can somebody anybody be soooo cruel....can't cope
Here is a ((hug)) to hopefully make you feel a little better and remember it's always good to talk. Inbox me if you feel the need! x
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Get them thoughts out of your head NOW. Have they gone yet?, good.
Suicide is NOT AN OPTION, if you want the gory details message me and I'll give a you a huge essay on why its a dumb ass idea.
You will get through this, it wont be fun but when its over you wont believe how good it feels.
Chin up.Still here
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Originally posted by Don'tbelieveit! View PostThanks everybody. The feeling is slowly passing now and hey, am STILL here"Only love can light the mirror of your soul" - Chris de Burgh
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