Sitting in crown court having a cup of tea

[marynarz]

I'm starting to feel depressed and suicidal again, I got three months till

Trial I'm scared and thinking of taking loads of sleeping pills to end all this rubbish.

I got a message for another confrence with counsel, is this normal? They said they need to go over some things for defence statement to clarify issues.

I'm tired and just want out of everything

Hi Daki

I will tell you something.
Don't even think about doing it!!!!
If you do it, who will be able to tell the world that she is a liar and probably save another guy's life?
Tell me. WHO, if not YOU? Whatever happens there is only one true and you have the right and chance to say it.
We all are in this sh... for a reason!!!
This is what helps me and it should help you too.

[gem]

daki
the others are right you have to fight for your self .......
you have to keep saying to yourself i can beat this.... i will show her for the liar she is ........ when my son was convicted i thought it was the end of the world i wanted to go home and die i was heartbroken. but i took a reality check and decided the best way to cure this, was to expose the little lying madam ...we are currently going for appeal with a very good case..at the same time as my sons trial. a friend of my daughter went through the same. her husband got accused by his 13 year old step daughter on several counts of rape. i thought he would get convicted because this girl could have lied as a job she was that good.. but the jury saw through her and he was acquitted... your case might not even get to court. stay positive you could be looking at a nfa very soon ...

[Rights Fighter]

He can't get an NFA as he has been charged - it still might get kicked out though before trial or during - but that is unusual - but not impossible of course.

I am concerned he's not been on since this morning and he's not answered either of my emails. Has anybody heard from him at all?

[Faith]

He has not answered my most recent email RF. He didn't happen to give a contact number?

[Rights Fighter]

He did but as I am swamped with appeal work and pre trial I seem to have mislaid the email with it in. I am usually so careful too but under so much pressure......

Hopefully he'll come back soon......

[daki]

Thanks all, I'm okay still very down but would try and pull through

I have a conference in an hour and a half so I'm meeting with Gerry and Nerida

I am grateful for all the support from everyone. Thank you all I will keep you posted

[Faith]

Glad to see you back here Daki

[daki]

I have been to conference with Gerry and Nerida. They are on the ball

We went through The DCS so just hoping for the best still

Thank you all for the support I needed it.

[worriedandconcerned]

Hi daki

With Gerry and Narrida at least you have one of the best teams out there.
I am using them the same and when i met Narrida i liked her straight away.
Her and Gerry really are on the ball

[daki]

Ten tablets of night nurse two paracetamols and a bottle of magners

Didn't do the trick knocked me out but only made me really really ill any other painless suggestions please pm me

[worriedandconcerned]

Hope you soon get back to some nights of sleep daki !

Why dont you go to the doctors and get some sleeping tablets.

[Denise]

You'd be amazed how much it would help speaking to a doctor, there's medication and support available at your fingertips
Xx

[daki]

I was trying to over dose, it's shameful but Im struggling to

Cope.

So I can't ask a gp

[Bigsister]

Right, as hard as it probably is right now, remember there are many cases where an innocent verdict happens, there are also times when it gets to court time & it gets thrown out. The latter happened with my bro. Now if he had 'caught the bus' (& he was close to it) then what a waste that would have been! 18 months or so it went on for him until court date, after a bit of faffing about then it was thrown out & all over.
It does happen, maybe not everyday, but you'll not know if it could happen with you until the time.
try & draw some strength from somewhere, that may have to be some help from the doctor. It doesn't matter where you get it from though. You just need to get it.
I gave my brother 2 Diazapam tablets for his first court day & that had him feeling he could take on the world he said.
Not a good idea to take those long term, but did help him on that day, the second time he went back to court he took 2 again.
Go see your doc for something longer term, at least until this is all over, which it will be in a few months.
It's really important you get some back up here.

[Denise]

Even more reason to see your doc !

Go !

You can do this and come out the other side xx