Hi,
I am absolutely numb after being falsely accused of raping a girl with my friend.
I really dont know what to do, I know I am innocent and my wife has not doubted me once but I feel like even she is now getting fed up with my inability to come to terms with the fact that if the police do their job properly everything will be found to be lies.
Although I understand this, I still cant help feeling horribly ill on a constant basis. I cannot eat, my stomach is constantly cramped, I retch alot when I think of these terrible things she has accused me of and I just cannot function, my whole day consists of terrible thoughts whirling round my head.
I am desperate, I have even contemplated the worst. I have a 6 month old son who is my world and I cannot bear to think of him being whithout a father, this is the only thing keeping me positive.
My friend was very drunk and can bearly remember having sex with this girl, which she has admitted was consented to. however she then says that I raped her and forced her to do just about everything u can think of and as he didnt stop it he was accomplise or something. Althought there was a very brief touching I did not have sex with this girl, I know this, but all the questions and accusations make ur head spin and u start to 2nd guess urself. You start to question urself, I had a drink and although its a little hazy I am sure i would remember having sex as I remember most everything else and did not drink as much as the others. But u ask urself, could it have happened? I know one thing for sure, I would never hurt anyone let alone rape.
The police i feel treated me terribly, they took me from home at 6am, denied me water and a toilet and humiliated me with penile swabs and every other swap and sample they could get, I refused a solicitor as I have nothing to hide and they took full advantage of me until I asked for one.... 10 mins later i was released.
I must now go to speak with my solicitor and will probably post again on return as I really need to get this out somehow.
Thanks for giving me the opportunity to let people know how im feeling, i really need help and reasurance.
I am absolutely numb after being falsely accused of raping a girl with my friend.
I really dont know what to do, I know I am innocent and my wife has not doubted me once but I feel like even she is now getting fed up with my inability to come to terms with the fact that if the police do their job properly everything will be found to be lies.
Although I understand this, I still cant help feeling horribly ill on a constant basis. I cannot eat, my stomach is constantly cramped, I retch alot when I think of these terrible things she has accused me of and I just cannot function, my whole day consists of terrible thoughts whirling round my head.
I am desperate, I have even contemplated the worst. I have a 6 month old son who is my world and I cannot bear to think of him being whithout a father, this is the only thing keeping me positive.
My friend was very drunk and can bearly remember having sex with this girl, which she has admitted was consented to. however she then says that I raped her and forced her to do just about everything u can think of and as he didnt stop it he was accomplise or something. Althought there was a very brief touching I did not have sex with this girl, I know this, but all the questions and accusations make ur head spin and u start to 2nd guess urself. You start to question urself, I had a drink and although its a little hazy I am sure i would remember having sex as I remember most everything else and did not drink as much as the others. But u ask urself, could it have happened? I know one thing for sure, I would never hurt anyone let alone rape.
The police i feel treated me terribly, they took me from home at 6am, denied me water and a toilet and humiliated me with penile swabs and every other swap and sample they could get, I refused a solicitor as I have nothing to hide and they took full advantage of me until I asked for one.... 10 mins later i was released.
I must now go to speak with my solicitor and will probably post again on return as I really need to get this out somehow.
Thanks for giving me the opportunity to let people know how im feeling, i really need help and reasurance.
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