Iv not posted in a while but heres an update...
This was yesterday...
UPDATE - My lady txt me tonight after barely any contact all bank holiday an told me shes got bail in the morning an that she dont think she shud put me thru this anymore and that shes sorry... I asked her to explain wot she meant an she said that i shud get on with my life an forget her an that she was sorry again. I asked her wot she was saying to me, asked her if she dont want me anymore and she said she cant. That we cant be together anymore. Againa i asked her why, an that i thought she needed to explain a little bit more than that, she owed me that. Then she said that shes so stressed about tomorro but she thinks she makin the right decision. An that im worth more than her. She told me to go enjoy my life, im young an hav my whole life a head of me. She also said she was sorry from the bottom of her heart. I then told her that my life is wit her.. we were buildin a life together, we had plans, memories to make... I pleaded her to think about it, its the wrong decison. Then i said how can lovin her with every ounce of my body be wrong!?... I adore her!! I told her i kno shes stressed, we all are but plz jus sleep on it for tonight, Told her to contact me after bail tomorro cos i dont wanna stress her anymore tonight than wot she is already an then she can let me kno wot she has decided, an were take it from there, one way or another.. I told her that ANYTHING can happen tomorro an that she shudnt be makin such drastic hasty decisions until atleast we know where we are from tomorro.
Im a tortured soul jus dangling around - not knowing wots gonna happen next altho heartbreaks more than certainly on thee agenda...
She txt me after bail - Shes been charged and is gotta go to court!! Were also not t0gehter NYMORE, HER DECISION... i feel sooo lost but i had to let her go, thats wot she wanted
VERY very BROKEN, an very veery drunk
This was yesterday...
UPDATE - My lady txt me tonight after barely any contact all bank holiday an told me shes got bail in the morning an that she dont think she shud put me thru this anymore and that shes sorry... I asked her to explain wot she meant an she said that i shud get on with my life an forget her an that she was sorry again. I asked her wot she was saying to me, asked her if she dont want me anymore and she said she cant. That we cant be together anymore. Againa i asked her why, an that i thought she needed to explain a little bit more than that, she owed me that. Then she said that shes so stressed about tomorro but she thinks she makin the right decision. An that im worth more than her. She told me to go enjoy my life, im young an hav my whole life a head of me. She also said she was sorry from the bottom of her heart. I then told her that my life is wit her.. we were buildin a life together, we had plans, memories to make... I pleaded her to think about it, its the wrong decison. Then i said how can lovin her with every ounce of my body be wrong!?... I adore her!! I told her i kno shes stressed, we all are but plz jus sleep on it for tonight, Told her to contact me after bail tomorro cos i dont wanna stress her anymore tonight than wot she is already an then she can let me kno wot she has decided, an were take it from there, one way or another.. I told her that ANYTHING can happen tomorro an that she shudnt be makin such drastic hasty decisions until atleast we know where we are from tomorro.
Im a tortured soul jus dangling around - not knowing wots gonna happen next altho heartbreaks more than certainly on thee agenda...
She txt me after bail - Shes been charged and is gotta go to court!! Were also not t0gehter NYMORE, HER DECISION... i feel sooo lost but i had to let her go, thats wot she wanted
VERY very BROKEN, an very veery drunk
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