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Hi there,
This is going to be a bit of a rant. Before I begin I understand that there are people with in far worse cercumstances than myself, but I need to put this out there. So let me begin.
It's approaching 10 months since my arrest. What I believed was a simple misunderstanding that could easily have been solved with police mediation has become the worst ordeal of my life.
The shock of arrest and my treatment at the hands of the police was just the beginning. First I had to enlist the help of my dad and a friend to empty my room in halls of everything i owned and brought them home. My parents live within driving distance of campus so i was still able to attend uni.
My summer exams were made even harder due to the stress and trauma. I passed my exams with reasonable grades but my overall grade has been adversly affected.
The constant worry became close to paranoia. My sleeping pattern was in tatters, some nights i hardly slept while others i overslept. My diet and weight fluctuated enormously, I am now seriously underweight and experiencing health problems as a result.
Upon returning to uni my anxious outburst caused a rift between me and my closest friends. Once they found out what was wrong they we're hugely sympathetic and supportive but things had changed forever.
Matters reached crisis for me when someone i had feelings for found another person since i was unwilling to date her due to my current situation. It seemed massively unfair to ask her to go through what I am.
So with a broken heart I've had to move on to pastures new. Trying to build a new social circle and get over the social anxiety that this ordeal has left me with. Above all I must continue to hope that someone will see sence and give this matter the NFA it deserves allowing me to continue with my life.
Thanks for reading.
This is going to be a bit of a rant. Before I begin I understand that there are people with in far worse cercumstances than myself, but I need to put this out there. So let me begin.
It's approaching 10 months since my arrest. What I believed was a simple misunderstanding that could easily have been solved with police mediation has become the worst ordeal of my life.
The shock of arrest and my treatment at the hands of the police was just the beginning. First I had to enlist the help of my dad and a friend to empty my room in halls of everything i owned and brought them home. My parents live within driving distance of campus so i was still able to attend uni.
My summer exams were made even harder due to the stress and trauma. I passed my exams with reasonable grades but my overall grade has been adversly affected.
The constant worry became close to paranoia. My sleeping pattern was in tatters, some nights i hardly slept while others i overslept. My diet and weight fluctuated enormously, I am now seriously underweight and experiencing health problems as a result.
Upon returning to uni my anxious outburst caused a rift between me and my closest friends. Once they found out what was wrong they we're hugely sympathetic and supportive but things had changed forever.
Matters reached crisis for me when someone i had feelings for found another person since i was unwilling to date her due to my current situation. It seemed massively unfair to ask her to go through what I am.
So with a broken heart I've had to move on to pastures new. Trying to build a new social circle and get over the social anxiety that this ordeal has left me with. Above all I must continue to hope that someone will see sence and give this matter the NFA it deserves allowing me to continue with my life.
Thanks for reading.
Aw hun I am sure the right person and group of friends is out there for you. The situation sucks. I hope you get an NFA soon and this battle is over for you. You only sound young I hope you have lot's of family support around you. You'll need it to get through this mess.
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