My promise

[Denise]

Thanks Faith

But look at you ?! You're so informative and straight there whenever anyone asks for help

You too could've walked away but you didn't

We owe it to those poor souls still suffering xx

[Izzy]

Denise, you must NEVER ever feel guilty! You have been so helpful and supportive to many members here, and what's more you are still here! Some people come here for support and then melt away when theyt get their NFA. All power to you for taking up the mantle and continuing to assist others.

I agree 100%!

Other people's NFA posts give me hope that things can turn out the right way.

[Denise]

I agree 100%!

Other people's NFA posts give me hope that things can turn out the right way.

I'm really hoping you get good news Izzy xxx

[Izzy]

Thanks Denise

I've been a bit better the last few days, have learned a few things that have given me a bit of hope.
The thing I find really hard is 'puting on a front' have spent the day with a close family member who is ill and I know this wouldn't be a good thing to tell them, then I start thinking ahead to a time that I might have to tell them and it really scares me and I end up right back at the start.
I guess thats the rollercoaster that everyone on here finds themselves on though.

Izzy xxx

[Denise]

Thanks Denise

I've been a bit better the last few days, have learned a few things that have given me a bit of hope.
The thing I find really hard is 'puting on a front' have spent the day with a close family member who is ill and I know this wouldn't be a good thing to tell them, then I start thinking ahead to a time that I might have to tell them and it really scares me and I end up right back at the start.
I guess thats the rollercoaster that everyone on here finds themselves on though.

Izzy xxx

Im glad you've felt better Izzy and whatever it is you've learned that's given you some hope turns out the result you want and need

My dad still doesnt know and I've decided, never will
He's told me off so often recently for forgetting things but I'll take the rap and spare him the ordeal we've had to go through xx

[Izzy]

I forget things too, think it's because your mind is so preoccupied with it all.
I managed to get away for a few days, it's been good.

Izzy x

[Denise]

Izzy I've been thinking about you and your son, hoping you're both ok

Did you enjoy your break ? Xx

[Izzy]

It was good Denise, thanks.

Have been given a kick up the backside to get going with normal things again ( I let everything come to a stand still ) and it has helped.
Son seems a bit better too, he has had a lot of support from friends and people who know him.

Hope you are both ok?

Izzy xx

[Denise]

It does help Izzy trying to get back to doing things that need doing but it's more easier said than done I know :-(

Yes we're both ok thanks, son is now still at college but looking for a job too and I'm . Well, getting everything back in my life together again

I can't ever forget, it still feels like a life sentence but everything is in perspective now

When something silly goes wrong without even thinking I say to myself "hey it's NOTHING compared to what could've gone wrong"

I'm as happy about it all as I can be, and I'm sure it will get better and better as time heals

I just so wish for anguish to be over too and everyone else who's going through it

I always think about you and browneyedgirl xx

[Izzy]

I'm glad you are both managing to move on, it's not going to be something you can forget but hopefully time will heal it and numb it a bit.

You're right though, it does put everything in perspective.
I never thought I would ever have to face anything like this, but it's the same for everyone on here. It's funny though because I think after people on here too, don't think I'll disappear whatever happens.

Izzy xxx

[Denise]

I hope you stay here too
We have lovely members Don't we and I think what everyone has or is going through its nice that we can still be there for each other xx