I have been married to my husband for 3 years now... we got married very young at 18... Things were great first, sex was amazing and we did it a lot everyday... after we got married things changed... especially sex wise... I feel like he isn't attracted to me anymore and doesn't even care about sex anymore. Like sex doesnt matter. Things got so out of hand about 6 months ago that I ended up cheating on him with someone who wanted to have sex with me all the time, thats what I wanted. At first I thought it was going to be a quick phase but it lasted for 4 months... I fell in love with that man and how he treated me... soon I started comparing my husband to the other man and seeing how much more I matched with the other. Things got carried away, basically afterwards I decided to stay with my husband, I told him everything that happened and explained to him for the thousandth time that Im not treated the way I need to be...
Well... I'm still with him now and I want him to change, but nothing changed yet... still no sex in sooo long. And truthfully Im having thoughts about the other man again.... I know we match more together even though he isnt good for me.. (he does drugs now) it hurts.... but I think I need sex more than anything, I need someone who can flirt with me, love me fully, make love with me a lot, try new things, be aggressive...... you know I wanna feel butterflies everytime I see them... which I dont.....it hurts.... please help... any advice ... please I don't know what to do.... Do I love my husband? -- Yes.... but I want him to be like the other man was to me...
-Depressed & Confused Julez
Well... I'm still with him now and I want him to change, but nothing changed yet... still no sex in sooo long. And truthfully Im having thoughts about the other man again.... I know we match more together even though he isnt good for me.. (he does drugs now) it hurts.... but I think I need sex more than anything, I need someone who can flirt with me, love me fully, make love with me a lot, try new things, be aggressive...... you know I wanna feel butterflies everytime I see them... which I dont.....it hurts.... please help... any advice ... please I don't know what to do.... Do I love my husband? -- Yes.... but I want him to be like the other man was to me...
-Depressed & Confused Julez
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