My first request is for prayer. Prayer that I and my partner will have the strength to wait until marriage to engage in a sexual relationship.
I am a divorced female minister trying to live my life as close to God's plan as humanly possible who has found myself with an unsatisfied hunger, thirst to engage in sexual relations before re-marriage to a man that I love dearly and he loves me in the same fashion. Its a daily struggle and I am so afraid that I am going to lose the battle and disappoint God and myself. My partner, soulmate, wants to do the right right thing as well and wait until the marriage vows have been spoken but its hard for him as well, probably harder for him than I.
I know clearly what the Word of God says and how we are supposed to conduct ourselves, however as of late I even find it hard to be in his company without thoughts of having sex with him. I afraid to be alone with him because I don't know if I have the strength or the will to not do-it. I don't want to be the cause of him compromising his place with God. These thoughts and feelings keep me up at night and consume way to much of my time
I also almost know what your answer to this quest will be, but please if you have any suggestions to offer they would be greatly apprciated; prayerly from the standpoint of a single person who understands what I am going through.
Thanks & God Bless
Emerald
I am a divorced female minister trying to live my life as close to God's plan as humanly possible who has found myself with an unsatisfied hunger, thirst to engage in sexual relations before re-marriage to a man that I love dearly and he loves me in the same fashion. Its a daily struggle and I am so afraid that I am going to lose the battle and disappoint God and myself. My partner, soulmate, wants to do the right right thing as well and wait until the marriage vows have been spoken but its hard for him as well, probably harder for him than I.
I know clearly what the Word of God says and how we are supposed to conduct ourselves, however as of late I even find it hard to be in his company without thoughts of having sex with him. I afraid to be alone with him because I don't know if I have the strength or the will to not do-it. I don't want to be the cause of him compromising his place with God. These thoughts and feelings keep me up at night and consume way to much of my time
I also almost know what your answer to this quest will be, but please if you have any suggestions to offer they would be greatly apprciated; prayerly from the standpoint of a single person who understands what I am going through.
Thanks & God Bless
Emerald
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