My Goal

[Music lady]

My Goal
I would like to be strong enough to support everyone on this site
Go to bed and just relax without feeling scared to the point of clawing at myself
Go out with friends without the anxiety
Not be triggered so easily and then zone out for hours
Feel and believe I'm a good mum
Be able to relate to others
Support others through emotional times of need
Not feel in conflict with myself
Be able to feel emotionally
Allow myself to be hugged by friends
Not feel so wary of strangers when I'm on my own
Be a stronger person around my family so they can't hurt me
Be as good a person as I can

I have no idea if I can achieve all my goals or not, but I'm prepared to give it the best shot I can.
The truth is, my ex only added to the weight already on my shoulders. My heart was already ripped apart so many times, it just couldn't feel anymore. I think even if I achieve my goals, my heart will remain scarred. I can't ever forget what I've been through, it's part of who I am.

My emotional scars will help me be a stronger and better person. They will not beat me down. I WILL get through this

[welshgirl]

Hello Music Lady,

Your writing touched me as I can relate 100%

I am glad that you have your goals and I hope that you achieve all that you set out to do.

I wish you well and do not worry about supporting everyone on this site, please worry about yourself first and foremost

Take care x

[Music lady]

Thank you for your kind words WG. They mean a lot to me.