My Hell

The baby slumbered soundly, just one day old.
This was the day he decided to throw me out in the cold.
Out in the garden totally confused,
"what have I done?" was all I could muse.

Little did I know then, that this was to be the start,
over and over again he would break my heart.
As time passed the violence grew,
where would this all end?
nobody knew.
Time and time again I was pushed to the brink,
when he had finished with me I did not know what to think.

A PUSH,
A SHOVE,
A SLAP,
A BITE,
Tryin' to get through this with all my might.
A HEADBUTT,
A PUNCH, or even A KICK,
God this "man" turned out to be such such a DICK.
His favourite was to STRANGLE, feet off the floor,
until I could breathe no more.
Repeatedly punched,
babe in arms.
How the hell had I fallen for this monsters charms?!

Sat in the chair jus watchin TV,
he decided to masturbate over me.
I tried to get up,
but I was held down.
"Degrading" is not even the word,
the situation was clearly absurd.

Night after night he would wait for me to "sleep",
knife under his pillow this was no easy feat.
I was "frigid" as I didn't want sex,
but who would in this horrid house of hell???
Ashamed to say I did not always put up a fight,
just let him carry on while I shut my eyes tight.
A tear ran down my cheek, did he not see??
I don't think he cared what he was doin to me.

I look in the mirror.....
I hate what I see........
How could I have let him violate me??
All I seem to feel is numb.......
Hopefully one day good feelings will come

[Ghost biscuit]

Hey

Hi WG,

As a man I should not be able to relate to the violence in a relationship but sadly I do.
Just hope the end part is true because one day you should be able to live again and hve those feelings, it's hard at times I know. Good poem good use of words to. I like the flow. I love words I will have you know lol.

Regards,

Ghost....B

[welshgirl]

Hi WG,

As a man I should not be able to relate to the violence in a relationship but sadly I do.
Just hope the end part is true because one day you should be able to live again and hve those feelings, it's hard at times I know. Good poem good use of words to. I like the flow. I love words I will have you know lol.

Regards,

Ghost....B

Hey GB thx for the reply.

Sorry you too have experienced domestic abuse

Made most of it up as I went along and I am no poet I know!

But thanks anyway WG x

[Ghost biscuit]

Hey

Hi WG,

No problem you should write more see what else you can come up with.

Regards,

Ghost....B