A little piece of me

[mark1982]

Someone told me I should try to write about my feelings, im no poet but these are straight form my heart.

I sit in the dark, with a feeling burning inside,
Its not one of hate but of love
Love for the one who has given me purpose
Love for the one who has broken me down

I fear I may never feel this for another soul
A soul mate is for life and I found mine long ago
She seems not to see it
Nor want to see it.

Is it me?
I have no answers just love
Torn apart by desire
Desire for love, her love

What more to life is there if there is no love?

I Hope she can read this one day.

A Dark Path

As I walk down this lonely path, full of doubt and pain,
I think of the ones I love, when will I see them again?
The thoughts rattle around in my head like dried peas in a can
I feel broken and lonely, no longer a man

So many memories, the bad and the good
I can’t picture the bad ones, though I feel I should.
What am I supposed to feel?
I can only think of my wife and family
I can’t imagine life without them and them without me.

My mind is crying, its begging me to quit
My thoughts are dark and I can’t handle it
If this pain could end I feel I could be free
If I died it would hurt those that care about me

Im lucky I have such good people in my life
But it does nothing to persuade me from using a knife
To end all this pain, for I can see no end
My wounds are so deep, I fear they may never mend

[IvorBinWronged]

Moved by what you have wrote.

Someone told me I should try to write about my feelings, im no poet but these are straight form my heart.

a little voice from the other side
where the dust has settled just enough to abide
a simple instruction for you and the rest
this is life's best effort to break you by test

it's the time that's the worst and not knowing the way
the minutes, the hours, the whole f***ing day
the what-if's, the but's, the maybe's and said's
these are the weights that we take to our beds

this little voice from the other side
says that you're tall enough to go on this ride
it'll scare the f***ing **** out of you
it won't kill you - just leave you black and blue

but regarding the above you must hear me out
you need to take some sort of time out
make all of your moves be the ones that do good
and never the ones that beg your spilt blood