Title:To My Rapist 1
Date:12/04/05
By Emily T
You?re the only one, who really knew me at all,
Why did you have to break this trust by your fall?
If only I knew what went through your mind,
Maybe I could leave April?s sager behind.
What did I do wrong to you?
Was there something I could help you through?
Were you only my friend for that?
You were a sex abuser that I know is a fact.
What did I deserve to end this trust?
I want to see you go down it?s a must,
If only you could see the pain I go through,
Because of all the pain and hurt caused by you.
I want to know what gain you had from this,
Was it just your strong sexual bliss?
I don?t want you to go round in my head all the time,
All these tears and pain are true and mine.
Their all here because of you,
Because of what you made me go through,
I feel so guilty and feel so wrong,
I miss your friendship loads it was so strong.
Sometimes I think it was my fault that day,
But it wasn?t, you didn?t listen to what I had to say,
You didn?t have consent to do what you did,
Which is why I?m taking it to court I need you to be rid.
I can?t believe I was your friend at one time,
But this was a big fault of mine,
How much pain have you caused to me?
I can?t look at your face, I cannot see.
When I see you in court on that day,
I?ll look at you straight and tell the story as it lay,
You?ve caused me pain and you?ve caused me hurt,
Until I begin to realise you?re not my friend just a piece of dirt.
Date:12/04/05
By Emily T
You?re the only one, who really knew me at all,
Why did you have to break this trust by your fall?
If only I knew what went through your mind,
Maybe I could leave April?s sager behind.
What did I do wrong to you?
Was there something I could help you through?
Were you only my friend for that?
You were a sex abuser that I know is a fact.
What did I deserve to end this trust?
I want to see you go down it?s a must,
If only you could see the pain I go through,
Because of all the pain and hurt caused by you.
I want to know what gain you had from this,
Was it just your strong sexual bliss?
I don?t want you to go round in my head all the time,
All these tears and pain are true and mine.
Their all here because of you,
Because of what you made me go through,
I feel so guilty and feel so wrong,
I miss your friendship loads it was so strong.
Sometimes I think it was my fault that day,
But it wasn?t, you didn?t listen to what I had to say,
You didn?t have consent to do what you did,
Which is why I?m taking it to court I need you to be rid.
I can?t believe I was your friend at one time,
But this was a big fault of mine,
How much pain have you caused to me?
I can?t look at your face, I cannot see.
When I see you in court on that day,
I?ll look at you straight and tell the story as it lay,
You?ve caused me pain and you?ve caused me hurt,
Until I begin to realise you?re not my friend just a piece of dirt.